Monday, August 3, 2009
Are you serious???
Isnt it funny how one minute life goes from being so good to seeming so BAD? My life seemed to be turned upside down last week. I got a call from the the Nurse Practitioner telling me that my cholestol and blood glucose were super high and that basically I probably have diabetes. I went the next day to a different doctor he said that I dont have diabetes yet but I am not far away from it. So I am suppose to make this huge diet change and start exercising. It sounds so great but how am I going to do this when all I want to do is go to sleep all the time. On Wednesday I got a call from my car salesman and he tells me that they couldnt get me approved for my G6 but its not all bad, I can go up there and find something for $2,000 cheaper. "Its not all bad"? Are you freaking kidding me, 3 weeks after I take the car you tell me I cant have it anymore? I love this car! I went up to find another one and all they have are Chrysler Sebrings, Chevrolet Cobalts, Dodge Calibers, and PT Cruisers. I am sorry but I do not like ANY of those cheap LAME-O cars and I am not settling! I am still driving the G6 but only until I find a car I like of they pry the keys out of my hands!!! At this point I am thinking I want my money back and I'll ride the bus. I am embarrassed to even be typing all of this but I need to vent and this is where I am choosing to do it. Jayden has also been having some behavior issues and I just dont know how much more I can take of it. I love him but he can be really difficult sometimes! I dont know if I am just depressed or if its the antibiotics or what but I am so lost and sad. I know I need to clean my disaster of an apartment but I just keep stalling! I feel like I am just wandering aimlessly about my life like it has no purpose or meaning. I guess I need to make some changes! I am sorry for those poor soles who have read this pointless blog!
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I am so sorry, Shantel. I feel so bad that you are having to deal with all of this right now. I'd be willing to go out and help you go car shopping, if you'd like. I say you don't buy a car from the same dealership...they don't deserve your money, and no you shouldn't be embarrassed, it shouldn't have taken them 3 weeks to figure this all out! As for your new diet...it'll take some big adjustments on your part, but if you can fight off diabetes, you'll be so much happier. Try getting a couple of workout DVDs and MAKE yourself do them for even 20 minutes a day...and work your way up to longer. I think Jayden can sense when something is wrong in his mom's life, so that's the only way he knows how to react...I think if things calm down and shape up better for you personally, Jayd will also go back to being a good boy. Please let me know if there's anything I can do to help you...I wish we lived closer to each other so I could just come take you to lunch right now.
I am sorry, you are dealing with a lot and I know advice doesnt really help but stay positive and good things will come to you!
Hang in there and have faith that everything will work out for the best. I am sure Jayden is struggling with summer. He is used to going to school everyday where everything is very structured. Thank goodness he will be back in school soon. I am sure you will feel better when you get the infection under control and then you can start exercising and concentrate on changing your eating habits. It will be easier to change your eating habits now than to deal with diabetes later.
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